Thursday, September 30, 2010

Third Entry

What do you do if something injustice happened in front of your eyes? Do you rise and fight or do you do nothing and just let it be? Well, I keep thinking about it after I watch a film by Justin Chadwick, The Other Boleyn Girl.

This film is about luxurious and sensual tale of conspiracy, romance and betrayal set against the time of a defining moment in European history: two beautiful sisters, Anne and Mary Boleyn, driven by their family's blind ambition, compete for the love of the handsome and passionate King Henry VIII. 

King Henry VIII of England and his wife Katherine of Aragon are having marital problems over the inability of Katherine to have a son, a male heir to secure England during that time. Duke of Norfolk, the uncle of Anne, Mary and George Boleyn along with Sir Thomas, the Boleyn’s father have a vicious plan to set up the king with Anne and make Anne have a son with the King. Thus, a visit to the Boleyn family house by the King is plan. I start to open my eyes wide starting from this point of this story. How could a father, could plan such thing for his ambition using his daughter as a whore? 

King Henry, desperate at the time to get a son, fall for the innocence one Mary after he been humiliated by Anne. However, by the time, Mary had been married to William Carey. But as the King order Mary to stay in the court, she always under his eye. His husband then is given a place in the Privy Council. This surely show injustice. An authority use his overwhelming power to his citizen. The citizen cannot say anything and must need to follow everything the King wanted. If they are rebel against the King, they will be charged under treason and will be punished to death.

Anne, in other hand felt injustice happened to her. How could her sister got everything she ever wanted. Because of this, Anne had a secret marriage with nobel man Henry Percy. Concerned that Anne will ruin her reputation by marrying a nobleman without the King's consent, she alerts her father and uncle of the union. They confront Anne, who argues that the marriage has been consummated and what is done before God cannot be undone, and she is exiled to France in disgrace. Injustice happened again. Power of the authority had been abused till the point that they can even separated husband and wife. And again, the citizen must obey everything they wanted.

After Anne had been exiled to France, The Boleyn family's fortunes seem to be secured when Mary becomes pregnant. When she nearly suffers a miscarriage, she is confined to bed for the remainder of her pregnancy, and Norfolk recalls Anne to England to keep Henry's attention from wandering to another rival, particularly Jane Seymour. Anne successfully embarks on a campaign to seduce Henry, revealing herself to be more sophisticated and accomplished than she was prior to her exile. By withholding her sexual favors, she ensures the king's continued interest, finally making him promise never to bed his wife or speak to her sister in exchange for her giving him hope of eventually possessing her. Anne exacts this promise just after Mary gives birth to the much-anticipated son, making Mary's triumph hollow. How could a human do that to her sister? More, because of lust and desperation, a father abandoned his own son. Injustice really in the core of the world.

          After that, the ambitious Anne encourages Henry to break from the Roman Catholic Church when Pope Clement VII refuses to annul his marriage to Katherine. Henry succumbs to Anne's demands, declares himself the Supreme Governor of the Church of England, and divorces his wife. Anne weds Henry and becomes Queen of England. Her e show another injustice, why the citizen need to take a burden because of the King’s foolness? After the tragedy, England had been viewed never the same by the great church. They suffer an exile by the church.

            Despite the birth of a healthy daughter, Elizabeth, Henry is unhappy with Anne's failure to deliver a son and legitimate male heir to the throne. After she miscarries their second child, a now desperate Anne asks her brother George to try to impregnate her. Although he ultimately refuses to grant her request, his neglected wife Jane witnesses enough of their encounter to become suspicious. Her testimony leads to the arrest, trial, and execution of both George and Anne. This in the other hand show an injustice. Evil thinking is not that something can be punishable under the human law. More, in the story, they do not even do what they plan but still, they were punished without enough evidence. And the innocence Mary returns to court to plead for her sister's life, but Henry refuses to intercede. He warns Mary never to come to court again, because her family's disgrace could result in danger to her as well. Mary fulfills her last promise to Anne and takes care of her infant daughter.

            In the last part of the story, at last the justice show. All the evil one is punished by the god. Sir Thomas die in disgrace, and the evil mastermind Norfolk along with his family was punish to death under treason. In the other hand, Mary lived happily in the county with her son and Anne’s daughter, Elizabeth, that later, ruled England in prosperity for forty-two years. Well, what I can conclude here after watching the movie is, every injustice happened will cause bad omen and we as human, must always believe deeply in our heart that there will be always a divine judgement that we can never escaped from it. Like Martin Luther King once said, “injustice anywhere is a threat to justice everywhere”. Think about it.   

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

2nd Entry

Hi everybody! 
I just got back from a pretty long holiday of Eid Mubarak.
But, unfortunately, this holiday was a real bad holiday.
It was damned and cursed I think.

Well, after a month of Ramadan, we Muslim in Malaysia celebrated the Eid Mubarak on 10 September, Friday.
But unfortunately, I fall sick on that day too.
Yeah, on the same damn day.

When people enjoyed their meal in the daylight after a month they can't do that, I alone in my room coughing and coughing so hard with my body temperature 41 degree Celsius.
I slept all day in my room when people eat
rendang
lemang
nasi impit and kuah kacang
lontong
laksa Kuala Kangsar
and even bahulu, my all time favourite! (luckily my granny save some for me to be brought back to UKM)

I felt like dying in that bed
All the things that I ate was damn tasteless porridge and 100plus soap-taste isotonic.
This poor situation of mine continued till the third day of Eid Mubarak.

And, to worsen the situation, I lost all my duit raya that was given to me
I left it in my songkok when people ask me to take their photographs
And when I'm back to my room, all the money had been lost
Me as such a good boy that don't want to disturb other people peace on the Eid Mubarak
Just kept silent about it.

Never mind, after about three days wasting my holidays on the bed waiting for myself to getting better, some good event did happened on me.
My fixie (short term for fixed-gear) bike arrived at my home.
I bought that bike for RM700 ++ with my PTPTN loan.
With my health getting better, I rode the bike from Sri Iskandar to Ipoh
The distance is about 20km, it was damn tiring
but
it was damn fun too!!!
HAHA, I think i really fall in love with my fixie bike

Then, because I'm so excited with the fixie bike, I brought it back to UKM
I'm back early to UKM  as I want to test-drive the bike here
But then, just when I tried the bike for the first time in UKM,
I lost control, the bike went way too fast,
I tried to stop the bike, and yes it went slower but then
CRACK! the chain was broken
I need to think fast, what should I do next?
So I turn my bike downwards and I jumped into the grass
The bike went to the upper hill, damn, it was real fast to get there
And thanks god I got no injury!
It is really a miracle I think.
But then, my bike is broken and I can't play it till I got time to repair it back.
Back to the bad day I think.
Now I'm in real tense.
Please god do save me and cheer me up.
Bless me.

Huh, I think its not good to sigh.
But if you in my place, you know nothing else to do.
Guess its time for me to sleep then.
Hope my dream will make my life sweeter.
Goodnight everybody, have a wonderful dream tonight.


    My family potrait for this year's Eid Mubarak

     My baby fixie, but now it is broken  ):